just let me be numb...

i dont know what to think.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know what to feel anymore.
let me have the heck care attitude back.
the critical me that cares for nothing.
i dont want to care anymore.
what have i become?
someitimes i dont even know myself anymore.
identity crisis?hahh.not to that extreme.
part of me still am the same person.
but who cares if i am or not?
i dont know what im rambling about.
just a lil confused i guess.
gotta leave for drama now.
wanted to pon la but the guys called so i've to go.
argh!!drama pisses me off big time.
waste of time man.......