had only 4+ hrs of sleep and here i am.waiting for my bro and his gf to get ready for us to set off for kl.and yet another 5 hrs on the car.all thanks to my parents' spontaneity.
parents:"long weekend break.lets go kl again!".
me(aside):"super enthu...."

shit.im damn worried.at only 17+ going on 18,im already suffering from slight insomnia at times.what will happen when i get older?when i hit menopause?the thought's unbearable.might have to swallow sleeping pills just to get a good night's rest.
and i think too much into things.way too much.and once i get it going,the thoughts and uncertainties just keep coming like a torrent of waves come crashing in.no relevance or connection with the recent disaster.my apologies.

and so,came back at 12 plus and showered.got ready for bed.BUT THEN,i started thinking.and sure enough the train of thoughts just came rushing through.
but had an enjoyable night though.i was helping out at my aunt's place.an al fresco eatery by the sea offering authentic(and absolutely yummy) malaysian cuisine.on stulang laut.do drop by if any of u happen to be around.anything from mee rebus to roti bakar,air bandung to teh tarik.u can find them all here.
enough promoting.back to the topic.came over to keep my cousin company initially,then decided "why not help out a bit?" and so i worked the cash register and totalled all the orders over the counter.FIRST,i gave the wrong change(a dollar extra).THEN,i found out that i'd wrongly deciphered the abbreviation and wrote down a wrong price and they collected a wrong amt of money from the customer(...great).
and so decided to do something else,leave the important job to the more experienced.went to make roti bakar.had a fun time doing it in fact.the orders just came one after another.had no time to rest my feet(or hands) at all.
cos it was HARI RAYA HAJI,the cook prepared lontong,rendang,some chicken with satay sauce and my aunt bought AYAMAS's ayam percik.food haven.