seeing all the make-believe sets in ikea made me feel like going home.i feel like going back in june.

i am grateful for all the friends i have in melbourne.i thank them for the joy that they've brought to my life here.i am sorry if i have been grouchy and have not been the friendliest one to talk to or the best conversationalist u can find.

nina,thank u for just being u.enuf said.i dont know how to put into words how thankful i am for having u in my life.u being the one who understands me like no other and how u believe in me.just seeing u at the other end of the trafficlight made my day.the wait for green man to light up seemed like 10 minutes.wished i had more time to talk to u about the random things happening though.the next time u go gay on me just warn me first!but really,thanks.love ya.

and my dearest housemate,it is u who has been putting up with me the past month.can u believe its been a month!?the trips to safeway for groceries.standing in front of a row of canned stuff comtemplating which one would taste best.opening the egg boxes one by one to check if they're all intact before carefully placing it in our basket."testing" and kopping the grapes before i finally choose the freshest bunch.
very random and spontaneously jumping onto the city circle tram for a ride around the city(which was so long we almost fell asleep).our milo+soda biscuit sessions at midnight.sleeping at 5a.m. when we had to wake up 5 hrs later for lecture.i enjoyed those moments and im hoping we'll have much more of those in the months to come.

with whatever i have,im still not certain about everything.there's something missing in my life.why am i thinking about whats unnecessary when my life now is already better than most.i will never be contented will i?