The past few months this blog has been filled mindless blabbering and guess what,this entry is no exception.

i just got back from a weekend cruise.
it was just ok.wasnt great cos i was not in the best of moods to enjoy it.
three letters.read my lips: PMS.

just had dinner with my parents,bro and his gf at a jap restaurant.

holidays make me feel aimless and a good for nothing.i just eat sleep and watch tv.
school helps occupy time and at least makes me feel productive.
during the hols i also think about what and how im doing in school.
like teo said,do what u love.i've always believed in that and if im not wrong we've discussed that before i left for trinity.

sometimes i wonder what im doing in school.
i dont know what the heck im doing and where its gonna bring me!
okay,i think that means im destined to just be a small fry earning a meagre paycheck.
all the great things that i dream of being,are they coming true?
i've talked to a selected few regarding the future that i daydream about.some im even ashamed of saying out loud cos they are like near impossible.hee.
see!im not cut out to be anything great cos i dream too big.dream big but dont act on it and most important of all,dont have the brain or talent for it.
aiya,bull shit la.talk big.

but i know right now all i can do is to just try my best in school and do well.
im trying.
noone can claim that i dont.
u can assume i am a bore and dont know how to have a good time.
but who's to define what is a good life?
what makes me tick might not be your type of fun.

jack of all trades,master of none.
i've always been keen and eager to learn everything i can get my hands on.
but come to think of it,i've always done mediocre in most things.
maybe thats why.thats why i've never had like an ultimate goal or major achievement.
but to me thats good enough.
im not going to deny that it'd be great if i could do exceptionally well in something so i can do that for a career and retire early.haha.
but i guess it has gotten me to where i am (not anything great) but at least im still in school and have not dropped out right?
so i think its good enough la.

im always complaining how i could have done something better,chosen something else.
yt is always telling me to not have any regrets.

my sis bought us tickets to the good charlotte concert next tuesday.
my first ever live rock concert!!!
kinda exciting i must say.

and i wanna watch sin city and the remade kingkong.
relive the the intro to hollywood and art cinema since im like 70% sure im not taking it the next semester.

meet the barkers on mtv now.gotta go!