it is my final answer.

i feel liberated.also a little disappointed and unsure.
i did the right thing...yes?
i did a pro-con list.classic gilmore crunch time decision maker.
the list was so short i decided the biggest pro or con will reign.
and of course.
big con: jeopardising my studies.
counter attack: it will help me manage time and stress better.no?

final answer locked in.
so that means i cant change my mind?