i like picture posts.can people post some pictures so i can have something to do when im really really bored (like now)?pretty please?
my thing has finally come so i hope im free from the random mood swings and cravings for junk food 24/7.i also hope my bloated stomach wont be mistaken as a prego's rounded bulge.please?
im getting fat!u know how some skinny people say,"ohhh im getting fat.i've been eating so much!" hoping to fish some compliments from others;claiming how skinny they really are so they can feel better about themselves?well this is not.because in the first place,skinny is not a description that applies to me.so,*click click*,noone needs to feel sorry for me.just let me whinge for a while.
ahhh,i sound so bitter.boring days make me that way.
i hate being so competitive like i am at times.i freak myself out sometimes.well,every man for himself.if i dont fend for myself,who would?
on some days i fall into this wierd state of semi-consciousness not knowing what the hell i am doing in my life and what im doing to myself.then i lose control.
it is a scary situation;you try hard to pull yourself out of but your semi-consciousness doesnt provide you enough strength to slap you hard in the face in the form of a wake up call.
so often we fall into that black hole of self obsession.
some people get addicted to drugs/smoking/alcohol to fill emotional voids;some cant quit the habit of lying so much so that their lives become this big fat lie that they live by;some get caught up in their fantasy world to escape the harshness manifested in our society.
it all boils down to the connection between self obsession and the superficiality that is perpetrated through the society.
its only when you get over yourself then you finally appreciate what you are and what you have.
how many people are capable of not giving in to temptations though?true enough,it is easy to delve into a world where you know judgements and all else dont matter because you are the center of the earth;but when you finally wake up,thats when you realise that the world didnt stop revolving for you.what do u do then?
my thing has finally come so i hope im free from the random mood swings and cravings for junk food 24/7.i also hope my bloated stomach wont be mistaken as a prego's rounded bulge.please?
im getting fat!u know how some skinny people say,"ohhh im getting fat.i've been eating so much!" hoping to fish some compliments from others;claiming how skinny they really are so they can feel better about themselves?well this is not.because in the first place,skinny is not a description that applies to me.so,*click click*,noone needs to feel sorry for me.just let me whinge for a while.
ahhh,i sound so bitter.boring days make me that way.
i hate being so competitive like i am at times.i freak myself out sometimes.well,every man for himself.if i dont fend for myself,who would?
on some days i fall into this wierd state of semi-consciousness not knowing what the hell i am doing in my life and what im doing to myself.then i lose control.
it is a scary situation;you try hard to pull yourself out of but your semi-consciousness doesnt provide you enough strength to slap you hard in the face in the form of a wake up call.
so often we fall into that black hole of self obsession.
some people get addicted to drugs/smoking/alcohol to fill emotional voids;some cant quit the habit of lying so much so that their lives become this big fat lie that they live by;some get caught up in their fantasy world to escape the harshness manifested in our society.
it all boils down to the connection between self obsession and the superficiality that is perpetrated through the society.
its only when you get over yourself then you finally appreciate what you are and what you have.
how many people are capable of not giving in to temptations though?true enough,it is easy to delve into a world where you know judgements and all else dont matter because you are the center of the earth;but when you finally wake up,thats when you realise that the world didnt stop revolving for you.what do u do then?
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